depressing shit

- I am not depressed. I can still smile at pretty things and laugh when jokes are funny. I can still talk to people and enjoy nice days. But when i go inside, when I´m alone, there is something broken. And I fall into a sadness so sweet that it engulfs me. I look in the mirror and I don´t like what I see. And the tears always fall when I´m falling asleep. I miss something that isn´t the same anymore. But still I am not depressed. I´ve just been sad for a while. I can still find the light and I can still smile. -